Aug
30
"lost"
once i was in hackney & i woke up on someone’s floor in the dark & i stumbled out on to the street with my contacts sticking to my eyelids & change spilling out of my jeans. i called you because i was lost & i didn’t know where i was. i woke you up. you tried to understand what i was saying, your voice getting worried & i said i was fine, i am fine, go back to sleep. i hung up & searched for a cab. i didn’t even stop to think how worried you’d be, but i still wish you could tell me where i am now.