shess.

these are some my memories of my little sister, jess doubleday.

Mar 30

"directions"

you are giving me directions around mason. you’re blurry in the way that you are in dreams; sometimes i can tell how curly & short your hair is, sometimes i can see your face so clearly, but only in spurts. we’re just standing on a street corner & you’re pointing out streets & waving a finger in the air to mark an imaginary compass. i think i say, “do you know you are dead?” or maybe “are you really dead?” but i don’t know what i’m saying because that’s blurry too & you just look at me for a second, unclearly, & keep showing me the way. i wake up unable to swallow & unsure of where i am.


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